ok so the start of this new semester i got into art 1 instead of adv. algebra trig. i saw this really cute guy in my class and when i told my friend it turned out that he was the twin brother of my other friends bf. i told my friend not to tell anyone, yet the next day she went rite ahead and told the twins gf. for some reason she gave me his number, and i have this problem that if someone gives me a number im gonna text them, i know its kinda stupid but its just one of my problems. so when i do it turns out that she made this sick joke up to give me his gf's number. she never told me that he had a gf, just that he was gay and liked me to. i embarressed myself really bad, this whole weekend i was in front of the tv like a zombie. now i feel like killing myself, just the other night i sat on my bed with a blade wondering if i should do it or not. today when i went to school people were looking at me and laughing, now im stumped with the thought "is it really worth all this humiliation to stay here, or should i go go into the my dream state where everyone is lovely and no one makes others feel like idiots.
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