I just got back from my dr. My Bp was 160/107 there. She is putting me back on Toprol in addition to my Hyzaar, and Zoloft for my panic. She took an EKG and said there were non specific changes. She wants me to go back to my cardiologist and then possibly a cath. Has anyone here had one? This is the most terrifying thing to be done for me. It terrifies me beyond words. That is the part that is getting me the worst. I am not a normally fearful person. I have been in combat before no problem. Now I feel reduced to this helpless child who just wants to be held and told it is okay. I am sure my divorce is not helping. And I am terrified my kids won't have a father much longer.
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