I have had hs for about six years now and it's only getting worse. I can't work I can't sleep I can't go out I'm 18 and have nobody. My friends can't be bothered with me anymore because I kept letting them down. I have a boyfriend and he's been so amazing about everything but I feel I can't talk to him because I'm always so down ( my parents broke up very recently and my dad threatened suicide and I now really hate my mums boyfriend as well) I just don't know what to do anymore I hate being at home all day but I'm in too much pain to go out anywhere and also don't have any money to because of the lack of a job! Agggghhhhh! I'm sorry to rant I just have no one to talk to and had to get it out. Is there anyone that feels the same? Please tell me I'm not alone on this! X x x
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