having HS has been cuasing me more mental pain lately than physical.I have always had high tolerance for pain don't get me wrong Hs has left me in the bed many of days crying from the pain but now more than ever it has taking ahold of mt mentally. I guess the hardest part is having people around me that don't understand even if i try to explain it. I have good days a nd baad days on th good days i try to make the best of them. So then when i am having a bad day people think i am faking just to get attention. this leaves me not wanting to share how i am feeling with anyone. The one person that caares enought but still does full understand but loves me unconditionally is out of the country (work) so i feel like i don't have anyone to turn to. I am up most night i only get about 3 to 4 hrs of sleep a day. Always crying at the drop of a hat. I am so excited but yet still stress becaus i get to go see the one who loves me next month but i am having a real bad outbreak right now and i don't want this to keep me from going because i really need this trip right now. So what are somethings other than meds that you have maybe tried to help tou get trought the bad days?Cause i have tried meds for depression many years ago as i have been suffering with HS over 10 yrs and i didn't like the way they made me feel.
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