I have always been straight edge for most of my life. Up until last August I would say. Last July my fiance passed away leaving myself and our 1 year old song behind. Since then my life has changed DRASTICALLY. In August I decided to try a perk 30... instantly fell inlove. No more pain. Blurred my memories. Felt whole again. A few months later I fell inlove with an old friend. Hes such an amazing guy. Only problem is we both got into perk30s at the same time. Since then I have gone from doing 2 perk30s a day and then finally ending my 10 month love of opiates about 3 days ago using 30mg of heroin(snorting). My boyfriend is really bad off he was using atleast 20bags a day. But we decided to stop and here we are. Day 3. Still not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I guess what Im looking for here is support. I want to know how everyone elses w/d experiences were and how long they lasted until they finally felt like they could move out of bed and finally go outside and enjoy something. I went on the suboxone program but was only able to take 4mg before barfing my brains out violently. So.. looks like im doing this cold turkey wheather i like i or not. Please help me.
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