So i relapsed after 60 days, and one person told me that it happens and learn from it.. which is what i figured most people say, but someone else was really pissed off and was basically like if you want to keep doing this then go out there and die, you don't want recovery.. and i really don't feel like being clean most days, i don't know if that means that i still need to use more and have worse consequences before ill really surrender or what
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