I called so many places. They won't detox me because I am pregnant. I have no where else to turn. The sub program won't take me because they usually treat long term and I told them I only need a few days of subs and I would be fine. Plus I don't have the money for any of these programs even if they did except me. I don't know where else to turn. I am going to lose it. I need help and I am trying so hard to get it and every where I go I can't shut down. I can't take hearing that there is nothing they can do. I feel the baby move and cry I feel so bad. What kind of human being am I. I am sorry one I will tell you that. I am a bad mom and the baby isn't hear yet. I hate myself. I don't know what to do anymore.
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