My name is Ashley and I am 24yr old. Yesterday I spent most of the morning at work trying to find a good support group online. I found this one. I am hoping that this works. I need support. I need to talk about what I am going through. Its hard when you are hiding a secret from everyone. I was in a car accident and I was on Oxycontin for 2 years. 90 mgs every 8 hours for a long time. When I was taken off recently because of being pregnant I was in pain. All the time. I was introduced to "something that would take the pain away" Yup heroin. Now I am scared. I am scared for my baby everyday. Today is my first day clean. I took a suboxon. I got it from a family member who a recovering addict. This is hard. But I know what I need to do. I just need to believe in myself. I know this is going to be painful but I can do it. I guess I am somewhat lucky. I don't use needles. I couldn't do it. But sniffing it is just as bad. I just need support. I guess that is all for now.. Thanks
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