The majority of my friends are still using, and even though a lot of time, almost all the time, okay 99.9% of the time the drugs came above our friendship, i still knew these people before the drugs, and i care about them a lot.. and it breaks my heart that they are still using, and i don't know how to ignore their calls, or cut off contact with them, whenever i get off the phone with one of them i feel very emotionally drained, and am in a sumwhat of a relapse mind-frame, i sumtimes feel jealous they are still using, and other times glad i'm not, but i don't know how to let them go, i know that if i'm to fully succeed in my recovery i need to only talk to and have relationships with people in recovery, or non-using friends.. but i don't know how to let go.. have anyone of you had the same problem?
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