I used for the last time tonight...we'll see. I am suposed to fly to NY to spend Christmas with my family. I don't think I can do it. I wil be too sick. I am down to 88 pounds. Which is 10 less then when my parents saw me last. I am 5'8. I want to be done with it this time for good. I have my whole life ahead of me (only23) been addicted for 4 years. I just found this site and I pray it helps. I have kicked it before on my own and wroting in a journal helped for a while to not go back, but maybe if I have friends who share the same prob, I won't go through it alone.
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