My husband was addicted to heroine and then methodone. We got him help in chicago and he was supposed to be taking suboxone. I have seen him take it before but not in the last few days. How many days can he go like that before going back to the heroine? I am so scared right now. It is 1:30 a m and he is not home from his job at OCharleys. No one is up there. He actually reached an all new low and sold some of my clothes a week or so ago. Should I just give up and leave? I am still young and although I love him more than words can describe, I just can't do this anymore. is he back doing something? I am so scared. What if this morning when we were fighting was the last time I get to talk to him. All I could do was get mad at him for what he has done lately. He worked a double today and still called his mom at 11 something and asked for money. I don't know what to do. I am afraid if I leave him, if he has not already gone back to the drugs then he will and he will die. I don't want him to die. I want my high school sweet heart back. I miss that man so much. This is not him. This is deja vu from the last year of my life, since the end of 06. Help me please.
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