I don't even know where to begin. This is the first time I have ever been to a site like this. Ummm my boyfriend is an addict. First with prescription drugs and then he switched to heroin. He got clean March 2010 and has now relapsed. I'm not sure exactly when I believe it has been the last 4 months. I have been uncovering more lies and lies with the more people I talk to. I am 6 months pregnant with our first child which was planned through fertility treatment for me and we got pregnant a year after trying. He withdrew money from my account and then lied about it and when I went to the store to pull survalence tapes it showed it was him. I had already dropped him at work where he never actually showed up. He text me a couple hours later and has since text me that he is trying to fix it. I believe he was trying to get off with soboxin on his own which is in my opinion not the way to go. He says he wants to get clean and be a father to his daughter. Yet he won't tell us where he is or how we can find him. I'm trying to keep it together but its hard each day it seems harder and more hopeless.
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