I wanted to share how I finially had a serious discussion with my husband. we dont do that to often. He was lookin alittle upset and I asked him why. then I said he didnt know what it was like.. then he looks at me and says"what does this do to you?".. I was like well , makes me mad, sad, sick, in pain, loosing weight and hair. moody. scared.. I looked at him and he just stared at me, and the look in his eyes, told me, he was going through the same thing".. He has lost weight, some hair, anxiety, mad, sad, worried. all for me. I had no idea it was effecting him this was as he never says anything. I wasnt even thinking about him. what a shit am I. So I guess what I am trying to say is take one moment to look at the one you love and appreciate them for their love and support. Many times they get left out of the picture. it doenst even have to be a husband, wife, girlfriend, It could be mom, aunt, grandpa, cousin, best friend. anyone close to you. they ae going through many of the feelings we are and trying to be strong for us.. I just want to take time to give THEM thanks. To all of them. specially to my Bob...
thank you honey for being my rock and I do appreciate you in every way...
Thanks for listening.