well some of you know I went to hospital last week. Had extreme anziety. The words on my tv were talking backwards and I had a lump on my head. right side temple as big as an egg. But was not hit or fell. while tv was still talking backwards and it was like someone had started muting it evetry 5 seconds. So then I called the hospital they sent an ambulance. About the time they got me on the table I started seiruring. Went into a coma and I heard them when they ask MOm to pull the plug. But she said give him 2 more days. So they put me in the dead man cell they call it. Couse you poop in your pants and cause a mess when you die. DONT ask me how I know this I just do. Well Ive been on both sides of the fence so to speak in my life. Now I came too in that cell. Agreed to try to find the trechhold of elt ththat pain. Because I have never felt that kind of pain before. So I did they took me back to hell and I sighnaled when It was to much. The doctor thanked me with almost tears in his eyes. Then pain ...welll It was like nothing I have ever fellt in this world. Closest I can get is a lot of people with knifts cutting me over and over the bone. But even that was not enoug pain it had to come from somewhere else it was so great of pain. They asked me before if I wantent them to cut the machine off if I didnt come back. So I asked them what would it be like. They did not know of course so I told then to try all 3 ways now before it staerred the first one was like a computer screen with words I coulnt read , the second was an all white room withoors no ceiling doors or flwas warmoors that I could see but it was all white so it was warm from the light that came from everywhere. The third was like being at the top of a great mountain but it was extremly cold. So I told them the second one. But I woke up and was ok. So now Im not I think Im not so sure about hellfire. seeems to me cold and insulation is worse. So enjoy people and life and live it for God because cold insulation would not bea good thing. I told this story to 3 people in isolation ward and they all excepted God into there hearts. Even tough I was only a vessel it make me feel really good inside. I woke everyone reads this because with my messed up computer it took me 3 hours to write. May God bless us All !
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