Well guys been a while since i posted I really need some answers so if anyone has them please share. I am now on my 8TH month of recovery off treatment. I have been unable to go to the doc to get my blood work for about 4 months now, because my insurance ran out. Well i am back working an my insurance should kick in next month so I can go. But for now I am freaking out a little bit here. I am feeling pains again in the liver area also my aches an Back pains are still pretty severe some days it worries me, DID I REALLY BEAT IT? i mean i got 8 months of bloodwork back that said I did because i went undetectable after my first month of treatment, and although i feel much better because i am off treatment Lately i have been noticing things like the pain in my liver area an intense back pain , an fatigue that makes me wonder Did I really beat it? Am I going to go to the doctor next month with my shiny new insurance an discover that I am right Back fighting this monster. I'm scared NO IM TERRIFIED that I am still sick, an I sit here making myself a little crazy thinking well maybe i didn't beat it an If thats the case what am I going to do? I CANNOT go through that treatment again I WONT survive it! and I just cant put my family through that again. HAS ANYONE HERE DONE TREATMENT, BEAT IT AN THEN THE MONSTER RETURNED AN IF SO DID UOU FEEL ANY SYMPTOMS? please any answers would really help me now. And for those of you who dont have any answers just your prayer s an words of support would mean the WORLD to me right now.
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