I just found out I was positve for hep c a little over a week ago and i have has such an array of emotions about it, but most of all, i'm severely depressed. everything in my life was going well until this came up, i have depression, but i am medicated and it is under control and before i heard the news, i was doing really well. but now, i feel like i just want to kill myself, i am that depressed over this and i can't quite put my finger on why i am this depressed, i mean i do realize that this will effect the rest of my life, and it's a huge thing, but it still doesn't seem right that i'm so depressed that i would consider suicide, i know that it's something that can be treated and maintained so why is this effecting me so much??? am i just crazy for asking this question??
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