I have been on tx for 7wks now and hanging in there fairly good I think. They are always issues and some really bad days but still some good ones. Today was a really bad day - I just found out I have a spot on my face that is skin cancer. I need to see a specialist. Will this interfere with my treatment? Should I wait till treatment is over? How much can I really deal with?? I guess I'm really being tested!!! Afraid to wait and let it grow more - really feel like freaking out or crying or screaming or I don't know what!!!! Have the big brave face on for husband and kids. I don't want them to panic if they knew how upset I am.
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