I can't speak for Pastor Bob, except to say that from my conversations with him, he is not about attacking shortcomings in people. If anything, he was making the point that we need recognize that when dealing with others, kindness and understanding goes alot farther than anger, judgement and alienation.

I know for a fact, he wouldn't want you to leave this site, just as I know he wasn't directing this post at you - he was directing it at all of us who forget that every remark we make affects all in this room, whether it's anger, love, judgement or silence.

He would be a great pastor at your church, as he would be at mine, because ultimately it's about loving and caring and recognizing the humanity we all share.

I'm sure he can say it better than I, but I think it's important that you stay here long enough to understand what his message was about.
Please?

Personally, I don't believe anyone I've encountered on this wonderful site really cares how they got this disease, that really is moot at this point in your life. As I see it, this site is a venue for exploration and discussion on that topic and on many other topics as well, as much as it is a venue for venting frustration and fear along with the multitude of other emotions (both good and bad) that we have daily. We as a group and as individuals have the right to discuss whatever interests us, I don't believe any of it is ever meant to offend, even if it does sometimes. I hope you find peace dearie. xoxo

Don't leave friend!! As we all know, we do get angry sometimes and it's so very hard to be sick and try to be kind but we do love you here and pastorbob is a great person my friend and I know he would not want you to leave because he is a wonderful helper here...Please stay and let's help each other...Pam

One more thing friend, I know your new at this so it does take awhile to learn and educate yourself on our illness...It really does not matter how we got it what matters is how we can educate and help others...With all my love...Pam

I truly think you should contact your dr ASAP and say that tx is affecting you extremely.
You did not mention if you are taking anything in the way of an anti-D; it may be a good idea to talk to your dr about taking something if you are not. This tx can cause some dangerous psychological issues.

You have a choice of looking at things as your cup being half full or half empty.It seems as if you see your cup as completely empty and that view will only make you feel even worse. You need to stop the downward spiral.

It sounds like you are experiencing some pretty harsh sides from tx, so your dr needs to know now. There are many things that can be done that will lessen your sides.
Also, it is not a good idea to change your shot day without getting the OK from your dr.

Im so sorry you are suffering. I know how brutal this TX is. We have all had are share of the bad sides from the meds. I would definitly talk to my Dr about it, they have meds to help you along. Take care of you.

Forget about the hurt feelings if you can and pay attention to the wise words of Justblue. If you are that weak and sick you need medical help NOW - we will all be here to support you. forget about what you said about leaving and please seek immediate medical attention. Do you have someone to take you to the emerg or your dr. today?