I have been a good girl for so long. I exercise, eat right, watch my fat intake, I stopped drinking and really took care of myself. I just want to be bad for a while. I am lonely and my heart is hurting right now. I am healthier than I have ever been, even before contracting HCV. Am I wrong for feeling this way? I'm just sick of HCV running my life. I just want to go through one day without having to think about it or do something without having to think about how it will effect my liver. I have had this virus for more than 20 years, maybe even 30 and it hasn't killed me yet. I am healthy. I had my last check up in Dec. and the dr. said I am doing great, still at non-detectable levels. Living in fear of this virus is taking my life away from me. I would rather live 10 years and be happy than 20 or 30 and live in this shell I have built around me.
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