They found 8 lympnoids going from my throat all the way down in the middle of my lungs and going into both airways to my lungs they all lit up on my PET SCAN and the doctor wants a biopsy to see what tx plan is right for me. Most likely chemo and radiation. I will say I went to this appt the first time I ever went alone and it was the worst I could of decided "I can handle it" I literally bawled like not being able to breathe like a baby walking thru this hospital trying to find where to get bw done and an EKG. It was very overwhelming and I bawled until I finally got to my hubby afterwork and sobbed in his arms, now Im trying to stay positive and keep my head on straight cause this really floored me. I couldnt even get online yesterday to tell anyone I was just so cried out I was exhausted. Mom knows whats up now my kids only know I have to have a small surgery on 10/7 so please keep me and my kids in your prayers, Im gonna need them. Thanks to all of you for your support I actually have a different appt today with my addiction doc so I will be back tomorrow since I dont want to drive back tonight I'll stay with my H and we will both come up with our kids tommorrow just wanted to let you all know what the outcome was. It sucked. deb
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