plauging the adult mind...any zappa fans out there?? any way i just spoke with my ex and he goes to this freako pain clinic that gives out tons of pain med anywho they did blood work on him a couple of weeks ago because he told them he was hearing voices in his head (yes he is an ex for a reason lol) and told him he does NOT have hepc just some kinda thyroid stuff going on. i just don't get it!! he is who got me shooting drugs back in about 1986 and he did it a good 5 years before, been to prison numerous times, i've seen him so desperate to use a hog needle before. he was chcked everytime he was put in the prison system and the whole nine yards. how on earth is this possible. it's not like he is anybody special. in my mind i'm glad he don't have it but don't understand WHY he don't. he said damn you sound disappointed!! it just gives me an angry case of the why me?? i've met at least 10 people the have tested positive for this that we both did this with. is it possible they are just not catching it??? now i'm more confused than ever and think my little vomiting friend is about to visit me again......god i want some concrete answers!!
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