Well, I could hardly wait to get online to read all of the tongue lashings I had coming after Pastorbob pecked at me then threw me into the community for the pecking order to take over. Much to my surprise, I had more positive feedback, and only one really nasty post. Those of you whom I pissed off, sorry, except for one mouthy bastard and you know who you are, and you can piss off too, as you told me to do. I only came in here one last time to face the piper, since voicing my opinion was more than some wanted to hear. I said it, and I meant it. Just because I don't know how I got it doesn't make me lesser of a person than one who has a place to point their finger. My Priest would never ever kick me when I'm down. That's my favorite place to go when I need advice. He drops everything and anything at a moments notice to listen to me, and he loves me, and so does God! My ex has my own children afraid to breathe the same air that I breathe now. My oldest who is 21 still stays with me during my tx time, starting again tomorrow morning. I HATE THIS! Well, it appears that I've faced the pipers, so good bye all.