I would like to thank Pastorbob for sharing his Sunday Sermons with me. We could all use more P B & J (Pastor Bob & Jesus). I've been offline for a week because here in Missouri we had tornadoes and thunderstorms tear everything up. My phone lines have been out all week. I just got it back today. In Mexico Mo. one farmer had 25 head of cattle sucked up into a tornado, and of course they're all dead. Her steel support beams on the barn were twisted like pretzels. I'm very thankful to finally have my internet reconnected and catch up with everyone. I'm too far behind to catch up with everyone, and I'm not doing well either. I got dehydrated, and wound up in the E.R. Wednesday night. I couldn't walk, couldn't even hold my head up. I had the rigors so bad, my entire body was twitching, gnarling up, and jerking around. I was dry heaving, and my head hurt so bad!! After two doses of a drug they claimed was the good stuff, didn't help at all, they gave me demerol, and finally my body quit jumping around. My headache never went away. They gave me something for nausea, so I did quit dry heaving. Dr. said that these were all side effects of the tx!!! OMG! I've been on it for three months, why all the sudden now??!! My blood pressure was very high when I first got there too. I've never had high blood pressure before. I thought I was surely going to die that night. I was ready too!! I wanted it to end. Just want you all to know that not one day went by without me wondering about you, and wanting to check in with you all. I'm still not well, so I'm going to go lay down. Love to you all. Thanks again to PastorBob.
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