Today is a good day. First of all no more proquit, thank god for that. (Grateful) I found a friend from my past here on DS. and we had a awesome conversation today.he brought up my spirits and gave me hope, but then made me so sad to know that some of us have to do this tx more than once because it didn't work the first time. May god give them strenght to fight this demon. I'm one of the lucky ones and I am so very gratefull for it. Now it's my turn to support the new people that now have the fight of their lives, and going through the misery, the pain, and the not knowing if it's going to come back six months down the road. Knowing that this can come back just scares the hell out of me, because I don't think I have another fight left in me. It was the worst experience of my life, and I didn't have a easy life by any means. But this tops it all. I had every side effect there is, including neopregon and procrit injections to hair loss (alot and still losing it) yikes!!! to the aches and the pains, not to mention the depression. I thought I was going to die. That's no joke!! Actually this site saved my ass, because if your not going through it you just don't understand the pain and misery you suffer. I know there is a pot of gold at the end of this road from hell, and I will except it with open arms because I sure earned it. You are all warriors and don't forget that!!! Your strong and you can do it, fight like hell guys. Your my hero's DS, each and every one of you. Stay strong and fight with everything you have.
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