In three weeks I start TX for the fourth time.This time 18 months. 1b, viral load off the charts.What is the meaning of a desease? It seems I have lost my way. Is life fair? As Roger Waters said." And you run and you run to catch up with the sun and it is sinking. Racing around to catch up with you again." And so it goes. Time comes and goes. Should I stop? I gave it my best shot? I'm recovering from thymus and thyroid cancer. I did the best I could. I am a caregiver, My girlfriend is recovering from breast cancer. This is not my pity party. I tried to give that up a long time ago.
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