Okay, so I feel like arse! I even tried smoking a little you know what and it just made me feel more disoriented. I have zero energy. The only time I feel half ass good is when I wake up in the morning before I take my pills. I have zero appetite and I'm throwing up. What the fuck? I thought this shit wasn't supposed to happen until later on? This is so not cool and the only thing I'm happy to report is that so far, the meds aren't making me mad or angry.... I guess I will just have to learn how the meds work and try to organize my day around them, or something. I am drinking tons of water, its like my body craves it. This sucks.
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