I dont know i just im so lost right now. I shouldnt be because I had unprotected sex a good amount of times from the say like 18 to 26 the age i am right now. About 3 years ago my alt levels came up elevated but I never followed up with a doctor. About 2 years ago or so my stomach always kind of hurt like i was hungry all the time so i would just fill my stomach up everytime if burned...My stool started to get pasty but I sitll dotn know to this day if this is what's causing it. Anyway, I just ignored it. I recently started getting pains on my lower right quadrant so I went to the doctor and he ran a whole bunch of blood tests. My results came back with hepatitis c anti body in my system. Im shocked but not at the same time. Im real scared and dont know what to do. i have a dilemna. The job ive been working at for the past 3 years is a health insurance company and so we process medical claims. Because of that everyone will see what im going to the doctor for if i have to get injections or medication because itll come directly out of the owners pocket and people i work with are involved in processing the claims. Im afraid theyre going to think i used needles or think im contagious. Im afraid that since its a small family based company that they will all look down on me with disgust. As I write this the bottom right side of my stomach hurts like a pulsating pain like a muscle pull or something. Is it related? What do I do about everything? HOW do I tell my father, how do i sustain my role at work with this. I feel low. I feel like im chronically damaged for life and will basically die of this and there is nothing i can do because its my karma for being risky and doing the wrong things and everything comes back to bite you i dont know what to do i need some kind of help. My confirmation test i guess its called is tomorrow morning to see what genotype and everything it is. Im real scared, what if i dont get treatment, so many questions i dont know which one i want answered im just real real scared. Sorry to ramble thank you for listening. :(
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