Hi .. for those of you who know me.. Im back ..for those of you who dont my name is Colby. I have not stared any treatment yet.. I am an ex drug addict and its how i aquired the hep. when I had my son i quit smoking ciggarettes but recently started smoking again on and off now for 3 months or so.. some days I have only one..ohters none at all and still others about a half a pack. I try to scare myself into quitting and at other times I try to forgive myself.. either way it seems to work against me. forgiveness makes me smoke more and the thoughts of getting cancer also stresses me out to the point where I need a ciggarette! If anyone out there can help me out a bit its become an ongoing and very stressful battle in my head.. anyone struggling with this as well???
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