No doubt I can't wait to be done in 6 weeks but who will I be then? I have been focused on "treatment" for so long now, it has almost become who I am. I have a strong support system at home and work, and words can't describe how much that means. Will I miss the attention and yea even the pity? Honestly-yes. I know how that sounds. But it is real. I am posting this in hopes that someone knows where I am coming from. THe other side of treatment is the unknown. To clarify-I would rather be healthy and "fade into the woodwork" than be sick just for attention. But it will be yet another adjustment.
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