I am Jenna, 20 years old, I found out 2 days ago I have "it" It's still too soon to talk about. My family is very supportive but I hate the pity I just want everything to be normal. I hate this I have the biggest pit in my stomach all the time. Am I over reacting or is this a very serious thing that I should be extremely worried about? I'm scared I don't know what the hell is going to happen and i cant sleep anymore and i am just worried sick...! I think I got it from my cousin (sharing needles) but I have been sober for 4 months approx and doing well with that. Except I have been extremely anxious and stressed since getting sober because I'm dealing with things I nummed out for a long time, so it is kind of hard to cope with this especially sober if anyone here really knows what I'm talking about maybe I am just crazy or maybe I am rambling, sorry! God bless everyone!
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