Wk 14. Thought I was doing ok. Thought when I started I had a supported family unit. Was told this weekend that I bring a negative environment to the family, to my children and it is affecting everyone. I think everyone expects me to be the same, and I'm not. Even tho I "educated" them. Didn't know I was this bad. I spend a lot of time alone when i know I'm not feeling well, so as not to burden anyone. I take care of myself w/the exception of needing to be driven somewhere after shot day. Reality is, there is no way I can make it to 48wks. So, I'm thinking, my youngest has 1 1/2yr left of school, then I could do this alone. Just move out on my own and not have to worry about "them". I'm only stage 1. I've learned alot about taking care of myself, food, milk thistle. Had my blood work today, will see my doc next wk. Anyone else's family been so affected that it almost exploded into nothingness?
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