To those of you who read and responded to "Home for the holidays".... and everyone else as well.... I bit the bullet and told everyone everything. I am a little ashamed....I put my fears of how they might react ahead of everyones elses feelings. I should have more faith in my friends and family than that. They are all being very supportive and I should have known that they would be. Its my fear.....MINE..... not everyone elses that I need to face. Sometimes I hear some of you talk about a brain fog...... I guess I'm in it deep. Why am I so afraid? What is it that I fear? To be honest I don't really know. I've always been real tough you know? Strong. this whole thing makes me feel like a scared little kid. Trying to live through this pain and put a good face on things is probably the hardest thing i have ever done. Once again I have to thank you all for the support that I get here DS. It helps in more ways than can express or explain. I don't think I could do this alone. Once more all the best for you and yours. With love..... Jesse
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