Hepatitis C Support Group
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hi all,
first off I want to say, after 8 doctors and zillions of tests, you folks have been the best medicine. I guess misery does love company, but knowing I am not loosing my mind and the symptoms are not in my head has helped more then you can know.
as I shared earlier, after giving western med. all it has to offer. and getting worse, I went to a shaman in the mountains of rural mexico...I had heard he has cured many. I am no idiot, but I sure feel like one now. My daughter is marrying next month and I felt desperate to try anything so I would have the energy to do what moms do for their daughters during their wedings. but I'm afraid there is no miracle for me there. and the trip itself took alot out of me. the trip by mule two days into the mountains nearly killed me.
just sharing in case anyone else is tempted to do the same.
I am so scared and mad at the world..since I can't work anymore...money has become a real stress factor...now I have blown more of what I don't have on a foolish desperate gamble.
I lost.
peace and love to you all.
alex
first off I want to say, after 8 doctors and zillions of tests, you folks have been the best medicine. I guess misery does love company, but knowing I am not loosing my mind and the symptoms are not in my head has helped more then you can know.
as I shared earlier, after giving western med. all it has to offer. and getting worse, I went to a shaman in the mountains of rural mexico...I had heard he has cured many. I am no idiot, but I sure feel like one now. My daughter is marrying next month and I felt desperate to try anything so I would have the energy to do what moms do for their daughters during their wedings. but I'm afraid there is no miracle for me there. and the trip itself took alot out of me. the trip by mule two days into the mountains nearly killed me.
just sharing in case anyone else is tempted to do the same.
I am so scared and mad at the world..since I can't work anymore...money has become a real stress factor...now I have blown more of what I don't have on a foolish desperate gamble.
I lost.
peace and love to you all.
alex
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Now it is the time to stop beating yourself up for at least trying this. Where are you in your stage of damage? What have you tried for treatment? Maybe you can find a way to help yourself feel better even if you cannot erradicate it.. Have you asked your doc for Provigil to help with the fatigue and sleepiness? I know that without the Provigil I cannot get out of bed,, it really does help with the fatigue and it may be something that can help you find enough energy to help your daughter with her wedding,,
Ill be keeping you in my prayers hon,, but please dont beat yourself up anymore,, you tried something, it didnt work, now put it behind you!