at christian camp. i was standing the with my arms raised and i was singing and had my eyes closed. i was sitting there crying and asking and asking hoping that i could get anything. dont forget i had only been saved for a few months when this happened. from dec. to july. i had been reborn. and all of a sudden my hands feel like they are being held. but each hand feels differently. one feels like it has a rather strong grip on me. like a father. God. holding my hand reassuring me. then my other hand was soft. it felt loving. like my mother?! i broke down right there. they were both holding my hands. joinging me in rejoicing!! and showing me their love. it was a great sign that they were together and that they were with me. but that was almost 2 years ago and i would love another one!
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