last night i woke up my daugher my tucking her in, she jumped up, it hurt my feeling i have been so sick i must look horrid, honestly i feel like i am going to die lately, so i went to bed, and felt, like something sitting on my bed, i thought it must of been comfort, like someone sitting there trying to comfort me.who could it be .i was praying to god to let me die, that is how difficult life is, but i know it would be awful for my daughter, but i a sense that i am going to, within the next few years,i called my wonderful attorney to fix my will, i need to be prepared, i feel that there is too much pain to cope with, and that what ever is doing this to me, is going to end up killing me.do you suppose that was a sign, that i am right?i felt like it was a motherly figure, maybe the ghost here, or my mother
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