Hi everyone. I have just recently separated from my husband of 7 years. He was emotionally abusive and there at the end physically as well. Lately I have been getting a little lonley and would enjoy some physical contact from an adult. I met a guy that I have seen at my job comming once a week for about 1 1/2 years.(at a bank) and I took the chance and gave him my #. He called and needless to say the conversation ended up verrrry hot. I'm already attracted to his looks, now mabey curios about what's under his shirt. We have decided that he will come to my house and whatever happens, happens. I think i've bit off more than I can chew and i'm kind of scared now. Does this make me look like a whore or something. I've never set up a first date where the sex was just planned ahead. to me i'ts wierd, but that's exactly what I need right now (a good screw!). I don't want this guy to take advantage of me but if I want us to have sex would he really be? should I just slow down? this is after 1 conversation on the phone and a weekly hi hows it going or whatever. ahhhhhh
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