My husband and I have been going to a swing club to fulfill some sexual fantasies. We are not planning to swap. We just watch and perform. My husband says he goes for me. I say I go for him. It is nice to openly dance erotically and have people desire you. It is similar to why I like to chat online with unhappily married men. Just feeling sexy boosts my self-esteem. I felt very anxious because I know it is a secret deviant behavior. I also know my husband views porn about 4 times week, so to him it is like porn come to life. Since we are doing this together as a couple, he says it enhances our sex life. I don't want all our date nights to be at the swing club. I rather have a nice romantic dinner where we can open our hearts and have deep meaningful conversations. I want to improve our love life, not just our sex life.
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