I have some frustrations with this subject. I really haven't had much sex in my life. When I was a teen, no dates at all. Being an artist/painter/writer/musician, I really was overwelmed with the certain beauty that young girls had. They were like blossoming flowers, fresh and young. I guess also, that women understand that guys have a certain "handsomeness" when they are young also.(Do they? Women please let me have some input on the subject.)But being an artist (painting in oils.) and brought up by a father that was an artist for a living,the beauty of girls was real intense with me. Anyway, I spent a lot of time refining my talents. I was thinking that if I showed off my talents, it would make girls more interested in me and want to talk more with me.But it didn't work. There really weren't very many available girls in my school or in my neighborhood anyway. But I was frustrated. There were a handful of girls that were good looking who wanted to date and made a fuss out of the handful of jerky guys that were "popular". And it's kind of dumb, but believe it or not, these guys had "catchy sounding names" and it seemed like that was what made them popular. I remember two guys who had names like "popular cars". One guys name was "Jesse Farrari" another was "Dale Cougar" The chicks seemed to love that name "Dale". But there was a guy in school who's name was "Vinny Pepeola?" He went through hell because everyone teased him and called him "Vinny "Pee Pee" Ola!" lol I had a name that was made fun of too. (But I dare not tell anyone, it's too embarrasing!) But the handful of girls was a lot more than the popular guys. There were girls fighting over them! I remember one girl who even slit her wrist's! I couldn't understand the fuss they made. In high school, everything was about "popularity". It can be real cruel. But there were a lot of teens having all kinds of sex. I was very shy and didn't know how to go about it. There's something about high school that sticks in a person's mind. It does affect people later in life.
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