these past few days have had surreal moments for me i mean i'd see myslef alive but my brain would be like this isn't real nothing is real...but my assumption and a friend of mine reassured that it was my brain protecting me mentally when i have to deal with my moms death on thursday hell a year ago today was the last day i was able to spend time with her and tomorrow will be the day she said that the next day she wanted to spend time with me...and the 2 days following will be her in bed all day followed by her death day viewing day and burial day i swear i'm gonna be an easy person to piss off these next few days...anyway back to the sex talk
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