I am new here and I hav a question. I love to think of my boyfriend having sex with other women. But at the same time, I hate it. I dnt understand atall. I used to get off on this fantasy but it ended up destroying my last relationship. This is bcoz i wanted him to tell me wat he wanted to do with other women in sex in detail and at first he hated it bt then lovd it and started to fancy my friend, he took it further and we ultimately broke up. Now I am insecure but am battling between my insecurity and my fantasy. Whenever me and my bf hav sex i imagine him with another woman. But there is a lady who is attratced to my bf and i dont like it. I'm really quite confused. With my x i used to love it wen other women fancied him and flirted with him but after hat ended badly its not so much the case. nw i only realy like it wen we are having sex or i am masturbating. is this normal? i feel dirty, and shud i tell my current bf even tho it ruined my last relationship?
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