I have had a strong desire to exhibit my butt mostly (wearing thongs) and once in a great while my genitals (About every couple of years). I find the safest place to do this is at a local fetish night, where I dress up. I am an older married man and wear a fetish mask when I do, or a Halloween mask at Halloween. My wife tolerates this and does not get angry, but worries that someone including my adult children may be at the bar and recognize me. I also enjoy dirty dancing with women at the bar. In addition I sometimes go to a massuse and get an erection under the sheet. They don't seem to care and if they would not i wouldn't go back. I do not wish to shock but just like acting sexy and dancing sexy. I find it hard to discuss my behaviors with anyone except a therapist, almost all of whom have said, (your are not hurting anyone, why do you feel so anxious about it?" I seem to get depressed if I can't carry out my fantasy. I also do some of this stuff with my wife. What do others think?
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