I've learned that there's alot of power with sex and I've used that power to get by. It seems like I've used it to get attention or love or to get the things I need. I think I have a messed up view of what sex is supposed to be like normally. I've gotten alot of attention from guys in my life because of my looks. It's probably only because of my looks and sexuality. I feel like they wont like me or have anything to do with me if I don't give them what they want. What's it like to be loved or cared about for me and not my body always. I've lived with and hooked up with a few individual that were really into sex and pornography and they got me into it and I've done alot of things and experienced alot, good and bad. It's hard for me to know what's normal anymore or right to do or how to be with guys. I tend to be very flirtatious to get what I want or need to live. As I've been on my own alot these past few years. I'm new to this site so wanted to learn more and talk to new people. thanks
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