i am realizing after taking a break from watching porn and masturbating that what I thought was bisexuality may actually just be a strong appreciation for the kink. Challenge is my wife has a very low sex drive and not interested in BDSM at all, while I’m interested in hardcore domination - like rent a sex dungeon domination.
Ive read other forums saying I need to just be open about it and see what she says but has anyone else dealt with these opposite dynamics before? I love my wife and don’t want to make her uncomfortable, but I also recognize this is truly a part of who I am and have been suppressing it for too long. I don’t know what to do, I feel like any steps towards it are just me trying to manipulate her to get what I want.
I usually sleep with my nightgown on when I am sleeping by myself and when I have company. But when I am with my Husband or feeling like the room is too hot I sleep nude.
I’m so angry all the time. I know it’s not healthy. I want to trust my husband so bad but I’m having a really hard time. Sometimes I wonder if he’d be better off without me. I’m making everything worse by not trusting him. I feel like at times I do forgive him for cheating in me, but then he’ll do something or say something that doesn’t seem to add up, and I’ll go right back to...