I have never had a real relationship. The closest I've come is the last guy who, to me, it was a relationship, to him, he wouldn't admit it was even though everything we did was what you would do in a relationship. He calls it an FWB. Why are people so afraid of commitment? Everyone says, It's because I was hurt or I'm afraid I'll hurt you. I was betrayed by my parents, the two people you are supposed to trust the most, and yet I'm still brave enough to want a relationship. Why does everyone else have an excuse? We've all been hurt. Is it just an excuse to not have the responsibility and just want the sex? Are there guys who do actually want relationships? If so, where the hell are they?
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