every little thing she says scan trigger a horrible feeling. i either feel inferior, jealous, upset, unloved, hurt.... its not how a relationship should make you feel. and i act on every feeling i get. im impulsive i guess... but i end up hurting her. i mentioned breaking up yesterday to her bc i was just hurt one too many times. i dont want to feel that anymore and i never wanted to hurt her. but i love her more than anything and she thinks she loves me too and im scared of losing her bc now she wont txt me back at all or get on aim, after we txt saying that we are still together. i posted our last aim convo on my journal. its really long but i wanted to show anyone who can help how insane i think i may be. its all normal and happy and loving and then around 6:45ish is where i started to feel like crap a bit and then it got worse from there. Someone please read it and try and help me!
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