i don’t know what to feel anymore. I want to love my partner like I used to, but he cheated so many times. He betrayed me, lied, cheated and tossed us aside. We have a 9 year old daughter together. I thought I could over the cheating, but I have this wall up still. It makes him angry and he acts like a bully with my 17 year old daughter, our 9 year old daughter and myself. I don’t know what to do. I’m not ready really to leave. I really want things to get better. I just honestly don’t know what to do anymore
I've been pretty stable the last few months. I haven't had a depressive episode in months and no hypomania. My meds really seem to be working. I was substitute teacher last school year but I recently found a part time job as a paraprofessional and I am happy with a set schedule. I'm doing so well and I hope it continues. My kids see a huge change in me and are proud of how well I am doing.
My dad died several weeks ago. The death was quick, and he was elderly. My challenges are that I have several difficult memories of him. I am unable to share these memories with my loved ones. These were moments-in-time, and not a repetitive pattern. But, these moments-in-time made me distrust him. As a result, I was not close to him. During the funeral, I heard many people talk warmly about my...