Well a year ago today i waz miserible, i didnt kno as much as i kno now, i waz very lonely & way worst than i am today. In 4 dayz it gonna be the anniversary of the day i met my ex, july 24th. I known this guy for a year & already been heart broken, used & toshed aside. But itz a confusing relationship cuz hes 7yrs older than me, so thru the year of dating he broke-up with bc*& these are his exact words* "I dont wanna be big bubba's bitch" which means he doesnt wanna go to jail. So we breakup & makeup & i waz never myself wif him, mostly cuz he lied alot & i cudnt trust him. So yea it waz a horrible relationship but we hav bonded & care for one another. I see thingz he doesnt see in himself & he see's thingz i cant see in myself, no matter wat he's still gonna be in my heart. I really want him to com call so ill kno hows he doin, every time we go our separate wayz i miss him & think about him all the time. Lately ive been dreaming about him & i miss him alot. Our relationship iz far frm healthy but i feel this time wen he coms bk things will different, cuz this time im gonna be me. I gonna be honest & tell him wat i wanted to tell him for a year! But still i dont trust him & i dont like him but i luv him truely. & on july 24th he's gonna be on my mind even more, so any one knows how to shake off feelingz for an ex? Or any advice, or encoragement? I really wud lik to hear similar stories
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