So, I've started to search for 'friendship' via internet. So far, it's been a damper in my life. All my 'real life' friends have either changed, gotten married, gotten pregnant, moved, or just don't even care. Anyway, I got an e-mail from this, so I thought, awesome gal. Real sweet, smart, crazily independent and open (so totally like me, except that I'm engaged). Well, we befriended one another on myspace. The next thing I know, she's friends with my fiance' and they e-mail one another more than she and I have from the beginning of our 'online' friendship. He says she constantly e-mails him about martial arts (he's incredibly talented and is skillful in all types). Is that weird, or am I just insecure? He says it's nothing to him (except that he has offered her lessons, for FREE). He also said that he would de-friend her from his myspace, but he hasn't (I know I shouldn't be checking his personal stuff, but it's hard not to when you know someone you don't really know is talking away with the one you're with). I think I wouldn't be so upset about it if she had asked if she could talk to him, but she made it her duty to get ahold of him. Okay, anyway, am I crazy for feeling jealous about that?
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