My husband is the guitar player in a band and this playboy type model comes to a lot of his shows. She is in love with the lead singer but he is married. She is a friend of mine on Myspace. He has told me a few times that she is crazy. I guess because she is after the lead singer. I am not close friends with her because of this. Well I was snooping around his computer since he is out of town and I just got curious. He told me in the past that I was allowed to do this because I have major trust issues. I won't get into all of that. I have been right at the point of REALLY trusting him. We have been married for 8 years but with him being in a band at all it is very difficult among other issues I have with trusting men. Anyway, I found out that he had been looking at this girls pictures on Myspace and I mean REALLY looking. He looked at every page of pictures and then went back and looked again. I got upset and asked him about it and he started rambling and saying "it doesn't mean anything, it means nothing to me. Those girls mean nothing to me" I don't know what other girls he was talking about but whatever. I made finally made him admit that he was looking at her because he thought she was hot. I hate this! I always try to think my husband is different from other guys and that he really loves me so much that he doesn't need to do things like that. On top of that, this is a person we both know! It's not just some girl from TV. My husband could easily hop into bed with this girl if he wanted to. I also feel disgusted. Like he is a pervert or something. After I got the truth out of him I told him to F*** off and hung up on him. I am really upset and crying right now. Am I going to far? should I be this upset. I am not the picture of health right now and my husband and I haven't been "together" in a few weeks. We have been spending time together but not being "together". Now I feel so small. Please help!
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