My husband and I have been married for 19yrs now, We raised my niece and have a fifteen yr old. Let me make one thing clear, first he has never cheated and I know this for a fact.second I have Bipolar disorder and have been thru ECT treatments. Because of all this I haven't been able to work due to anxiety. I know he loves me dearly but cant deal with the BP any longer. He don't want to divorce me because he don't want me to be without insurance. He also said he needs time but in the same breath said he don't want to get back together. Hes even helped me move into my new apartment and given my most of the furniture. Has anyone ever gone thru this and what was the turnout? I still love him with all my heart and don't know what to say or do, Any advice? How do I go on? Hes all I know.
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